I remember it well…

A little freestyle from OAR’s Black Rock

“I remember it well as if it was last night, I used to break out my door, going walking all night…

I remember good as if it were yesterday, used to bust out the window, going walking all day…

But see now I got to find another place to race, gotta find another place in mind of space, I got to move some s***, I got to make some room, I got to let it be know that it ends, it going to be the same, every single night, I’m going to retreat whether I’m wrong or right, I will find my old memory and move on and sit down on that rock.”

This is War

This Is War

This is war like you ain’t seen.
This winter’s long, it’s cold and mean.
With hangdog hearts we stood condemned,
But the tide turns now at Bethlehem.

This is war and born tonight,
The Word as flesh, the Lord of Light,
The Son of God, the low-born king;
Who demons fear, of whom angels sing.

This is war on sin and death;
The dark will take it’s final breath.
It shakes the earth, confounds all plans;
The mystery of God as man.

Not a Game

Feel’n like a bird sit’n high

Day and Night

One drink to remember and then another to forget

A little music…

Poker FACE

I liked it.

The War Inside Me.

I have been up since 4:45am.  I have spent most of this time sitting and thinking. Thinking about the person I am and the one I want to be. There is a lack of congruency. I’m struggling with myself. “My spirit is willing but my flesh is weak.” I can only describe this as a razor in my stomach and every movement hurts. In the words of Spencer Sweeting, “Daddy send your angels, have them strengthen my body.”

We are truly at war. Satan is out to corrupt our lives. We need to put on the armor of God daily. Just writing that helps me find the path to victory. I honestly just felt God comfort me. God is good. Maybe I can go get some sleep.

Here is song I’m liking.

Don’t Ask me What’s Wrong, Ask me What’s Right

There’s people in my life that I might have taken for granted. To each of those, I love you and thank you for everything, your tears, laughter, for being there to say its going to be okay. God has blessed me and what have I done to say thank you? Not enough. Let’s pray.

What would the world look like if I lived passionately? What would the world say? What would my neighbors and coworkers think? I think I have lied to myself and others and have only lived 20% of my faith. To a world that sees 1%; 20% looks special. I’m telling you its not. I need to step it up. Let’s drop the facade and live. Live  before you feel like dying.  “To live is Christ, to die is gain.”

Dr. Evil